Slow Burn (Ben)

Dragonbane Diary
Friday, July, 7th, 2006
In a Vast Forrest, Sweden

I have replied to all my mails now, finaly my computer is back online.

But what has happend? I have nothing to do.
I have ravaged my way through all my work and all I can see now are small multi-colored spots infront of my eyes.

I'm tired

But worst of all I'm workless (Is that even a word?)
I dont have a single solitary thing to do except get up in the morning and haul my ass to my mindnumbingly booring job (Yes, I work Saturdays aswell) I just basicly sit there and answer peoples questions and stare zombieishly at a computer screen. I hear about parties and lots of DragonBane player and staff hanging out in diffrent parts of the world. (I have an MSN window open with some crazy danes that I have managed to make myself seem like a total ass to). So simply I'm as far away from everything that I can be.

My friends are in the big city at some party thing (I said I couldnt come because of DB work). I just wish I could go anywhere.. Bootcamp or anything!

Sometimes your powerless (need to keep an eye out for our horses). You just want to put a really old box over your head and scream until something nearby explodes or something. Well not much I can do except complain here and hope someone sees it and gives me something to do. You are very welcome..

(I also need to stop flirting with my players, very bad habit)

So now I'm going to go to bed and bite something really, really hard.
Or pour something out on the floor perhaps, like... I dont know, jam?

There I'm done now..

DragonBane next stop
  (lets burn)

Ben